By Tracy Meyer 08/11/2016
Is this all we’re living for?
I used to know myself
Funny how things change
I see only shadows of me
No force on this Earth
Can make me feel “okay”
So I start to sing to you
My hands dancing
Across this keyboard
Anger fill my thoughts
I hate you …… I love you
This is killing me
I hate that I love you
Feeling low
Shadows hide me
I fight the darkness
It wants to envelope me
These dark clouds
Where can I run to?
I need to escape this madness
A colourless charade
Nowhere ………. Nowhere
I am trapped – is it superficial?
The shadows of me
All these delusions
Brings me to my knees
All these questions
I started to write
To let the darkness out
To help me understand
The shadows of me
I want more than what meets the eye
I want authentic – I want it REAL