To fix what is broken by Tracy Meyer dated 25/07/2024
I try so hard
To deal with my faults
Aching to be perfect
My ego bruised
By false accusations
Then I find myself
Drowning in hot water
My thought crashing like waves
To calm the sea of emotions
To find peace again
Crazy thoughts fill my head
I float away on them
Lost in an ocean
To find you and me
I need our love to save me
My tears won’t dry
I taste them streaming
Drowning in memories of you
Holding onto them for my life
To save me
To keep me balanced
As my mind races
Trying to make sense
Of what is happening
Why me?
I need to be strong
Hold my head up high
I am not what they think
I am much more than that
Why? Why can’t they see
Eyes blinded by what …
To rape me of my integrity
I have been raped before
I will survive this
I will get up from this too
Here I am
Writing to you
To help me get thru this
I need to share … my feelings
As I pick myself undone
There is a hole in my Soul
Can you see it
I can feel it
So I dig
Seeking out the thoughts
So I can exude them
To try and heal from this
To focus on the positive
To grow
But yet again
I take it far too personally
I am my worst enemy
Perfection evades me
I need to love myself
I need to put myself first
On the days that get heavy
I will go … around the Universe
I will go anywhere to find you
I will find all the ways to love you
Please believe me
I will love you thru this
As I am dragged thru hell
I will heal from this pain
This is what I deserve
I will fight for you
I will stay with you
I will make it thru
I reach out to you
I will show you how to live
This won’t change who I am
Life goes on
These walls are bigger than me
But I will tare them down
I won’t let this steal from me
Looking for the missing pieces
As it floats away
I reach out for them
The storms will calm down
I will find my Life boat
Its not how you fall down
But how you get back up
Putting myself back together again
To fix what has been broken
I will stop hiding in the shadows
I am ready
I will ride these waves
Back to the shoreline
Pushing myself
To rise up again
To fix what is broken by Tracy Meyer dated 25/07/2024
I try so hard
To deal with my faults
Aching to be perfect
My ego bruised
By false accusations
Then I find myself
Drowning in hot water
My thought crashing like waves
To calm the sea of emotions
To find peace again
Crazy thoughts fill my head
I float away on them
Lost in an ocean
To find you and me
I need our love to save me
My tears won’t dry
I taste them streaming
Drowning in memories of you
Holding onto them for my life
To save me
To keep me balanced
As my mind races
Trying to make sense
Of what is happening
Why me?
I need to be strong
Hold my head up high
I am not what they think
I am much more than that
Why? Why can’t they see
Eyes blinded by what …
To rape me of my integrity
I have been raped before
I will survive this
I will get up from this too
Here I am
Writing to you
To help me get thru this
I need to share … my feelings
As I pick myself undone
There is a hole in my Soul
Can you see it
I can feel it
So I dig
Seeking out the thoughts
So I can exude them
To try and heal from this
To focus on the positive
To grow
But yet again
I take it far too personally
I am my worst enemy
Perfection evades me
I need to love myself
I need to put myself first
On the days that get heavy
I will go … around the Universe
I will go anywhere to find you
I will find all the ways to love you
Please believe me
I will love you thru this
As I am dragged thru hell
I will heal from this pain
This is what I deserve
I will fight for you
I will stay with you
I will make it thru
I reach out to you
I will show you how to live
This won’t change who I am
Life goes on
These walls are bigger than me
But I will tare them down
I won’t let this steal from me
Looking for the missing pieces
As it floats away
I reach out for them
The storms will calm down
I will find my Life boat
Its not how you fall down
But how you get back up
Putting myself back together again
To fix what has been broken
I will stop hiding in the shadows
I am ready
I will ride these waves
Back to the shoreline
Pushing myself
To rise up again